I was instructed to write this letter to share what my life has been like the last three months and will continue to be for the next nine months. You see, I work as an adult model, doing nude photoshoots when I can for pay. Then three months ago Teddy hires me to do some fetish photos where I dress up in diapers and act like an adult baby. It was great fun and apparently Teddy was impressed, because he offered me a whole lot of money to be his live-in adult baby girl for one year. I won't say how much he offered, but I jumped at it. Seemed like an easy job for this kind of money. After taking a week to make arrangements for my extended absence, I showed up at Teddy's house ready to start my year long stint in diapers.

The rules were simple... I would be under his control at all times. Diapered at all times with no potty priviledges. Teddy will change me only when I cry loud enough or he feels the need to change me. Only baby talk is allowed unless he gives me permission otherwise. Luckily he gets talkative quite often and we have some grown up conversations. He feeds me in a high chair and I sleep in a crib. It's a pretty easy life, but does get a bit boring some times.

One weekend a month, I am allowed a break from the adult baby life. Usually, I spend this time with friends and family and take the chance to be a grown up again. Things got a little scary on my last weekend off though, because I had gotten so used to wetting and messing in my diapers that I actually had two accidents in my pants while with my friends. By the time this year is up, I might actually end up needing diapers.

Despite being paid to play the role of adult baby girl, I'm actually very much enjoying it. It's kind of crazy to imagine I would ever enjoy such a thing, but the feeling of being completely cared for is a great feeling. Curling up on the couch with my head in Teddy's lap while he feeds me a bottle and compliments me on being such a great baby girl makes me smile every time. The way things are going, when my years is up I might just decide to stay on permanently as Teddy's real adult baby girl.

It's time for my nap now, but I promise to write more later about some of great adventures... like the time Teddy took me to the zoo in a stroller with extra thick diapers and a binky in my mouth. Everyone could tell what a big adult baby girl I was then!