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Coping With Phobias Most of my life I have had an irrational fear of using public restrooms. This created a lot of resentment in my family, because long trips and vacations were out of question. When my grandmother bought us a week long Disney vacation, everyone wanted to go - including me. Luckily, my mother had an answer to our problems. She decided that since 'accidents' couldn't be tolerated and I absolutely refused to use a public restroom, the only choice was for me to go back into diapers at the age of thirteen. At first, I was mortified that everyone could tell I was wearing a diaper, but as time went on I realized it was very difficult to detect the diaper under my dress. I quickly learned that diapers were the answer to all my problems. Instead of painfully trying to hold my bladder, I could simply release into the diaper whenever I felt the slightest urge. There was some minor teasing from my sisters, but I just ignored it because the diapers felt so great. As time went on, I wore diapers more and more often as my parents finally felt comfortable enough to take more vacations and long drives. I always pretended to hate the diapering, but secretly I couldn't wait until our next trip so I could wear them again. Fantasies began to emerge from all this and I soon found myself daydreaming that I could become someone's diaper dependent little girl. In college, I lived far away from home and indulged in my diaper desires frequently. I wore them nearly twenty four hours a day. Only going without when I had a date or an appointment that would require me to disrobe. It was great for a while, but I quickly realized that I was constantly finding reasons to break off relationships for fear that the guys I dated would find out. After college, I found the internet and found out I was not alone in my desires. For years I thought my diaper desires were unique, but I found whole communities of people on the internet that called themselves Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. After a fair bit of correspondence, I decided to meet with some of my new friends. The first couple guys I met were far too needy and probably needed psychological help. I almost gave up on meeting someone online, then I met Jacob. Jacob also has a diaper fetish, but he is far more interested in having a little girl to diaper than wearing them himself. We started dating with diapers as only a topic of conversation and nothing physical. After a few dates, we were both smitten. He is a very mild mannered, successful man that knows how to treat a lady and I must've impressed him as well, because we quickly progressed into a physical relationship. We have now been married for six years and our relationship gets stronger every day. We live as adults for the most part, but quite often I get to play the part of his little diaper girl. - Sandy
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